Thursday, September 17, 2015

Hello again (Not you, Russians)

What do do with a mind that gets lazy and distracted?
How about, what to do when a certain age arrives, as does the clear recognition that the mind has not changed, fundamentally, since birth.


Lessons have been learned yes. Maybe some patience. But it is a frustrating, distressing thing to become very well acquainted with your DNA over the course of a lifetime and to know that maybe it can be massaged, but never changed. Except with the strictest management.
How is even strict management possible, when it cannot wholly overcome a restless, wandering character?
Shouldn't a certain age bring a modicum of contentment and self-confidence? I suppose in my case it does, or has, but that restless wandering character still drives the buggy.
Hence a life that's been all over the map and yet still has managed to move in circles.
Giddy up.

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